First Doc Visit

So yesterday was my 1st doctor's appointment since the hospital, and it did not go the way I expected it to go. I expected instant gratification with the 2 missing drugs I've been missing out of my cocktail. Instead he seemed completely unprepared to see me and even asked me if I went to the hospital. I was pissed! In the end I got a an anti-depressant which is one of the Rx missing from my cocktail, but I felt I was not listened to or paid attention to. I didn't even feel like he was all there himself. I just have to be patient and wait now another month until I see him again. I see my therapist next Friday though, so I intend to stand up for myself and express my concern over this matter.